Monday, 21 May 2012

           Well, I have never written a blog before so I am not really sure where to start. Oh well here goes! From a very young age it has been my dream to go to on a missions trip to Uganda, Africa. I remember how I just could not wait for the day when I would graduate and then I could be on my way. Well in a little over a month that day will be here.
           As the years have past I have spent numerous hours pouring over the information for various programs, searching for the one that I felt I was being called to. One such program was a YWAM ( youth with a mission ) program that would have me based out of Sydney Australia. Being as I have traveled Down Under before with my family and that I happen to love it down there I felt that this would be the program for me. Everything about it was appealing and it fit much of what I wanted to do. However there was one small problem, though the outreach portion of the program did travel to Africa, it did not include a visit to Uganda. For quite a while I was bound set on going with this group any way. It drew to me in a way that I knew I would enjoy my time and I also knew  exactly what joining this group would look like as I have had many friends and relatives who have gone to participate in the six month DTS. A second program that I had heard about briefly was a six month ministry school called Watoto 360. Set in Kampala Uganda the program offers outreach to the poor and hungry, bible classes and so much more.
        In retrospect I cannot believe that I did not jump at the opportunity to join watoto instantly, however for many months I was torn between which of the two programs I should apply for. In truth I really did not want to join Watoto, for it was more of an unknown than YWAM. I did not know what to expect from them and I knew so many people who could vouch for YWAM. During the summer of 2011 I found that often what I want and think is best for me is not what God knows will be in my best interest. On a rare Sunday when my family and I attended a church in Red Deer rather than our home church in Sundre I found this out first hand.  To this day I cannot remember what was said or what worship song it was that affected me so but on that day I felt God telling me that Watoto was the place for me, whether I liked it or not. Since then I have been seeking him out and gathering as much information on the program as I can and in the last six months I have begun the process of following God's leading in this matter. I have come to love the Watoto program and this week  I will be sending in my application form. From there it will be a waiting process to see what happens next. No matter what happens I know that God has had his hand on this whole process from the beginning till now. I have been repeatedly taught about patience and provision so now I plan to leave everything in the hands of the one who is trustworthy to carry on the good work he has started in me until completion. Again I may be required to learn about patience is as it can take up to three months for the application to be processed but as I am trusting that this is where God is leading me at this point in time I am planning and thinking as if I already have the acceptance and will be flying to Uganda in January 2013.

2 comments:

  1. Great post Jess...I look forward to hearing your thoughts on this journey! Good for you for following God's leading even when you didn't feel like it!

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  2. Aww thankz Heidi, I will keep you all posted on where things go from here.

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